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Aug. 24th, 2011 03:36 pmI have never denied anything you lot have been saying, save one point. Yes, I made some stupid choices. I admit to handling my recovery not as well as I could have done. The lowest point of my life was when I relapsed.
Yes, my brothers paid for my representation.
Yes, they paid for many of my living expenses, especially when I came back to London.
And yes, I was more than a little insensitive to a family crisis.
On that last one, I was undoubtedly high when I made those posts. At that time, I was taking anything I could get my hands on. I was young and stupid and didn't know what I was doing. As it is, I was rarely sober long enough to have been able to make any deal with the police. It was only a matter of time before someone noticed what was going on, especially with one of the part-time moderators being with Scotland Yard.
I am not mentally ill. I am not damaged. I am not disabled. And I am NOT a child. Although, if you really want to know, the answer is yes. I'm not repeating the question, because you all know what it was already. It's not something I like to admit and I don't think it should matter either way, and you lot have already damned me regardless of what I have to say.
I'm not asking you for your sympathy or forgiveness. I'm just asking you to shut up.
Yes, my brothers paid for my representation.
Yes, they paid for many of my living expenses, especially when I came back to London.
And yes, I was more than a little insensitive to a family crisis.
On that last one, I was undoubtedly high when I made those posts. At that time, I was taking anything I could get my hands on. I was young and stupid and didn't know what I was doing. As it is, I was rarely sober long enough to have been able to make any deal with the police. It was only a matter of time before someone noticed what was going on, especially with one of the part-time moderators being with Scotland Yard.
I am not mentally ill. I am not damaged. I am not disabled. And I am NOT a child. Although, if you really want to know, the answer is yes. I'm not repeating the question, because you all know what it was already. It's not something I like to admit and I don't think it should matter either way, and you lot have already damned me regardless of what I have to say.
I'm not asking you for your sympathy or forgiveness. I'm just asking you to shut up.
